The result is reckless abandonment to myself  from self-obsession rather than recklessly abandoned from myself unto the Lord. Self-doubt can disable me from treading the enabled path.  Self-doubt leaves me in repeated attempts to be noble or hypersensitive to myself  instead of being ennobled with the wisdom that trumps the deceit from self-reliance.

As self-doubt loses its power over me, I find that I have been given a life of faith to live out rather than just a faith to nobly defend through my own personal ideology often birthed through self-doubt .