Self hatred is not redemption. We spiritualize self hatred through self criticism to motivate ourselves into needed changed behavior. We are to yield to Someone greater than ourselves rather than pull ourselves up by our own bootstraps. To pray for courage stops the insults of self hatred and inspires succeess while giving the freedom to fail. Straps are practical. But, they cause us to often rush back into what we saw as our vision without realizing a vision unfolds according to inspired revelation in real time. Real time revelation creates in us the power to adapt to unforeseen or unexpected changes along the way.

Even mistakes that are made are then spiritually transformed into an upward gradual learning curve of confidence that lifts us after falling. Reboots. Psalm 71:5