Touchdown in the Inn Zone. Luke 2:7
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Mining my own business. Job 23:10
The secret to prayer. Matthew 6:6
Wishing is enduring the present waiting for the future. Waiting is learning joy in what is happening now. To wait for death is different than wishing for it. Philippians 1:23-26
Anxious intimacy.
Intimate anxiety.
Taking something old and making it fresh. Our ideals that have become ordeals don't always need what we think of as a new deal(replacement). 2 Corinthians 5:17
Beyond a shadow of a doubt. Psalm 91:1
What Jesus wouldn't do.
Hosea 11:4 “I drew them with human cords, with bands of love; I fostered them like one who raises an infant to his cheeks." The infant is so close he can feel the warmth of the Father's breath. This verse out of the NAB translation is the closest that I can find to reveal the most basic definition of a child's obedience. We could read this from the view of the Father and easily overlook the perspective of the child. This verse sets the Old Testament context of Christ's words in Matthew 11:25,26.
The natural spontaneity and freedom that a child has is often forgotten from the blows of life causing deep sadness, fear, anger, and pain.
These emotions often cause panic attacks or what seems as attacks that can run us into isolation. This is due to the confusion from a tender conscience that has been brought about through experiences such as shattered expectations, envy, comparison, rejection, and "failure".
I wrote this blog after attending a birthday party for Michael Turner of Dawind Music Group Saturday afternoon. Nathan Lee was invited to sing for an hour to honor Michael and I went with him.
As most musicians know, playing for this type of event can be intimidating because it often seems that no one is listening to the music. Everyone appears to be talking and loudly. You wonder is it worth it?
Sitting in the audience at shows like this I have always enjoyed watching people’s reaction to the music as much as the music itself. Influence has always been a mystery to me whether through music, speaking, acting, etc. It's a subject I've studied and thought about since I was in high school.
As I saw more and more people begin to listen to Nathan's lyrics, it was interesting to see how an unknown voice to most in attendance began to influence their attention.
During the second or third song a girl who was between 3 and 5 years old moved up to a table just in front of the stage with her parents. Then she stepped away from the table and began to dance. Her dancing was like most young girls (and drunk white men). Jumping. twirling around, and almost losing her balance at each end of the twirl.
She appeared to respond to the music without understanding what was said. She captured the attention of several watching the show simply by her spontaneity and freedom, seemingly without fear or shame. She even stopped at times to see if anyone was watching besides her parents.
While playing the song Beautiful, Nathan came to the line "spin around" and then suddenly the girl stopped jumping and twirling. She in perfect balance began to spin around. It was as if she was waiting for her recognizable cue of obedience.
Her understanding of the music was to dance without the fear of misunderstanding what was said. Yet, when the simple command of "spin around" was sung, there was no hesitation or difficulty to act on this personal and specific call no matter what she felt. Psalm 30:10-12
I was reminded through her of the meaning of obedience in the Old Testament. We run toward the "sayer" or Voice.
To know the Voice is to know to whom the Voice speaks. Deuteronomy 4:12, Jeremiah 33:3
Don't paint my Black gray said I to self.
What you say that is gray
should be back on the shelf.
To give my Black color
is reporting something other
as twisting life into death
causing God's Word to smother.
"It's not I" said I to self
but Christ removing me,
not self, from the shelf.
Shaking the dust off my feet
giving a new Experience
over self deceit.
Stillness. Hosea 6:6
Afraid of the dark during the day? Often our fear is not of the dark but of darkness. I fear what I don't know. I fear the author of what I don't understand. Exodus 20:21 Our minister, Randy Draughon, speaking from 2 Peter 1, made it clear today that fear makes us close our eyes to the obvious. Refusing to see the obvious intensifies the fear of darkness; the not so obvious. Deuteronomy 4:11,12
When circumstances are difficult to experience and understand (i.e. chaos) we often see only clouds and thick darkness when we ask "Why?". The Word and words aren't often clear in the experience, itself. I at some point through stillness have to process what has happened and is happening. Proverbs 22:21
The Word will reveal himself in ways that I do understand. Psalm 91:14-16
The Word will reveal himself in ways that I do understand even while the bigger picture is misunderstood. Psalm 97:2
The experience has to be processed by trust and obedience; something we rarely allow to happen. Romans 1:5,6
We tend to jump into something or jump ahead in thoughts, words, or deeds to deal with what we don't understand. Or we isolate ourselves with some form of numbing agent. Deuteronomy 4:30,31
An example of this often starts when we're young while moving in and out of relationships. We rarely allow our hearts enough time to heal from the previous one. Yet we will carry the complexities of a new relationship on top of fresh wounds until it's almost too much to handle.
This pain and rejection are not trivial and can create enormous confusion that spills into all areas of our lives and into the future. They begin to distort our views of our Holy Father, the people around us, and ourselves. These are views that need to be healed. Romans 2:1-4
The Word was with God in the beginning and the repetitive experiences of new beginnings bring more experiential clarity of Him and His Word. John 1:1-14
Self-Centered remorse is not being able to see the forest through the tree. (Galatians 3:12-14, Hebrews 12:17)
Conviction produces a vale...(Psalm 84:6)
Conviction produces a vale of tears that have a voice...(Psalm 39:12)
Conviction produces a vale of tears that have a voice and that wash away along the way the blinding veil. (2 Corinthians 3:14-18)
This voice knows...(Romans 8:26)
This voice knows and receives the tree which brings us the forest. (1 Peter 1:21, John 16:5-11)
A Cain doesn't make you Abel. (1 John 3:12)