Transforming

I want to scream, make a scene,

beyond the mean, a new shot clean

where wrestling is no struggle

nor the options I juggle.

The pin of my creative pen

is power to stop, begin again.

My mind, sometimes blind,

no longer to leave me in a bind.

I’m bound to the sound

that leads me to the ground

at the cross I found, now sound

even when not strong or am wrong.

Salute to rising and improvising.

Learning as I go

to learn new ways, not ego.

Creative and combative

Ear to the ground, as a native.

Now passion to fashion a heart of compassion

Permission with condition to position the volition

that I continue in the venue of the Eye

that clears the sky that will not die 

except to be with me

Confusion

Confusion is often the clarity to wait and observe rather than figure out a short cut.

Panic

Running from or running to a false premise.

Fog Lite

Anesthetized by fear and anger.

Either or Neither?

Either or neither?

Take a breather.

As a believer

A dream weaver.

Though an achiever

More a receiver.

Humility

Ear we go without the ego.

Laughter

Art of the heart.

2 Corinthians 1:20

What’s in your hand?

Demands are like sand.

They slip your grip

Doing only what you can.

Should I guess or bless?

Is your grip on your mess?

What if you confess

No more no less?

Challenge the stress.

Soothe by caress.

Free not to impress.

Listening more, talking less.

Stronger longer to rest in progress

Knowing the promise is always Yes.

Luke 22:70

Sum it. A peak peek.

Psalm 32:9

My way has no High way

I go by the Way

A drive by so to say

Eager but not serious

Calling a calling delirious 

High minded and unwinded I confess

Unbridled without brokenness

Idolizing my distress

By pressing my idle

Idolizing stress

Without a bridle.

Angry because afraid

Knowing I’m being played

Out of view of the parade

Thinking I’m self-made.

Frustration

Opposing rather than challenging.

Overwhelmed

I’m blank until drawn again.